Questions

so, I graduate in a little over a month, which is terrifying, yet I suppose, at the same time, empowering. Everything is set and planned out, it's all waiting on me. I'm not worried about summer too much, a little bit because I will not be able to staff as I wished to, but I think I can manage. Orientation scares me... Getting to college scares me... Meeting my roommate scares me... Going to Carriage Hills scares me (though I love the people there to DEATH)... Having to change jobs scares me... the chance that Claire might not want to hang out as much as she promised scares me. But at the same time, I will finally be without strings holding me anywhere - save myself, of course. But is that a good thing? Or do I still want those strings there? Will I be able to find people who I can relate to? Will Melanie and I remain good friends? What if I do hate it? What if I don't really want to do this whole Environmental thing? What's going to happen when I come home? How will my family go on without me? Am I going to end up all alone in a strange place?